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    September, 2006

    “最及时的真”(给康的一封信)

    加州的阳光懒散却毒辣。你说得我想要的那种一觉醒来透过落地窗看下午三点的斜阳的生活,不曾在这里,永远不会在。科大cafe的棕榈树,我的咖啡和烟,那个时候在那里的多少憧憬,已经不值一提。记忆和那段生活依然在原地,只是我却仿佛已经在天伦王朝对面的教堂广场,静静地坐着等待夕阳。
     
    这里城市的秋天也如期而至,但于我毫无意义的秋风只是冷。
     
    你说得对,我们“毕竟不是子弟,只能靠努力去脚踏实地地争取”,否则我们曾经豪言畅饮,豪情壮志,所有幻想的期望的NB,不就成为了空谈。虽然越来越感到无力,似乎总也抓不住生活地线索... 似乎总也在混沌中难以觉醒... 似乎总也只是沉闷地呐喊着。
     
    “失而复得,死而复生”。爱情,生活,事业,任何事情的终点都不是真正的最后,恰是另一个开始。洛克菲勒说,只有放弃的人,才会失败。
     
    或许曾经我们都是周围环境的宠儿,但是随着我们成长,走出了年轻的花园,生活越来越艰辛。我们要开始被迫地认真生活了。已经不能再像从前那样付出40%达到85%.. 任何事情,任何情况,不是么?曾经沾沾自喜的辉煌已经一去不复返,在成长中,我们越来越挣扎,越来越举步维艰...我们总是质疑这残酷的事实但是的确,我们不再感到得心应手,风调雨顺。走向不知名的未来,一点点变得平庸却不自知 --- 知却不愿承认 --- 认却不去面对。
     
    120%的努力,不如说是被迫地,歇斯底里地挣扎。生活地痛苦莫过于为了解脱这种痛苦而必须全力以赴地去透支生命。
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     

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    瑶 冯wrote:
    恩~好想认识双鱼男啊~我都没有双鱼的男性朋友~快回国来认识一下~!吼吼~!
    PS:你的文章自己写的?
    Oct. 23
    你怎么幸灾乐祸呀?!
    Oct. 18
    Enhui Qianwrote:
    哦~btw, update la!!!
    Oct. 17
    Enhui Qianwrote:
    问题...
    "操,我进来你丫Blog这么一看,第一反应是................喔靠J他妈的谁把灯给关了!"
    看懂了...就是没有明白什么意思...T_T
    需要解释...
    Oct. 17
    Jason Cwrote:
    大哥, 我喜欢你的留言哈, 不空洞~
     
    谢谢谢谢
    Oct. 16
    Lorrainewrote:
    i  m listening to ''not going anywhere'' by Keran Ann. perfect match with the mood.
    kinda understand the words cuz i m also at the final year.. sipsip  =(
    Oct. 16
    Kai Liaowrote:
    子弟是什么啊???
    嗯嗯,你什么时候会北京或者回香港啊???
    Oct. 15
    方 林wrote:
    给哥哥的信吗?今天他生日别忘了哦!
    Oct. 13
    YanYan CHENwrote:
    我总是想起那些每天12点在seafront的时候,那时候多年轻,而现在已经被生活磨砺的失却了棱角,但那时候养成的习惯,却到现在也戒不了了。
    Oct. 13
    Wanyi Hewrote:
    恩 努力的付出吧 我也在这么做着 并且相信生活会给我们回报
    冬天我回北京过圣诞
    Oct. 10
    天宇 韩wrote:
    生命其实是无限的~请恣意透支~
    Oct. 8
    Ray Linwrote:
    透支吧
    Oct. 4
    yisi luwrote:
    哥哥,加油。我为你骄傲!
    From no one to some one,
    From zero to hero.
    十一快乐(虽然咱们都没有假期)
    中秋愉快!(有可能的话自己买块月饼吧呵呵)
    Oct. 3
    QUEEN iwrote:
    ^_^  
    WOW,THANK U.
    I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING YOU THIS WINTER VACATION!~
    Oct. 3
    Queenie Zwrote:
    偶是不是见过你。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
    Oct. 2
    Enhui Qianwrote:
    真是一个积极向上的好孩子! 一点都看不出是univ of super clubbin'的哦!
    鼓掌...PAPAPA!!
     
    Oct. 2
    QUEEN iwrote:
    冬菇,10。1快乐。最近还好么。
    Oct. 1
    EJ Liuwrote:
    人不为己,难道为谁,而努力么
    Sept. 29
    Picture of Anonymous
    wrote:
    很喜欢读你的ENTRY,每段的感觉都很真。
    “120%的努力,透支我们的生命,精力和意志”
    以前40%的努力使自己失去太多,摔的太痛。 在跌到后再次爬起的过程中才真正懂得什么是失去。 后悔是最空虚的痛 
    Sept. 27
    LLTwrote:
    我也嗓子疼..........
    Sept. 25

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